Sunday, January 10, 2010


When I open my mouth to speak
And no words are coming out
I am scolded for my rudeness
Yelled at for my loss of words

When I speak and words come out
But they do not sound like they should
I am stared at, briefly
And then left alone again

When I speak, and I am heard
I think This is what I want
Sometimes, all I want
Is to be listened to...

Monday, January 4, 2010


My whole day spins
I'm tired
So leave me alone
And don't talk to me
Those are my thoughts, sometimes
Today, my wish nearly came true on the wrong day
None of the guys talk to me...
At least, the ones I want to talk to
But I tell myself what I told everyone else:
"I don't like anyone. I don't need guy's approval. It's a waste of time"
I've never had so much trouble believing my own words...