heard

When I open my mouth to speak

And no words are coming out

I am scolded for my rudeness

Yelled at for my loss of words

When I speak and words come out

But they do not sound like they should

I am stared at, briefly

And then left alone again

When I speak, and I am heard

I think This is what I want

Sometimes, all I want

Is to be listened to...

hazy...

Around

My whole day spins

I'm tired

So leave me alone

And don't talk to me

Those are my thoughts, sometimes

Today, my wish nearly came true on the wrong day

None of the guys talk to me...

At least, the ones I want to talk to

But I tell myself what I told everyone else:

"I don't like anyone. I don't need guy's approval. It's a waste of time"

I've never had so much trouble believing my own words...

footprint

Gunshot in the distance

Some hundred years ago

From whose gun this shot was fired from

No one knows

All I can think about

Are those footprints in the snow

Those crimson

Footprints in the snow

Was so-called freedom worth those bloody footprints in the snow?

Ragged breath by nightfall

Those hundred years ago

Was it the hundredth? Thousandth? Death that year

No one knows

But all can dream of

All I think of

Are those footprints in the snow

Those crimson

Footprints in the snow

Was so-called freedom worth those bloody footprints in the snow?

And as our leaders take their presidential thrones

Affecting how many?

No one knows

Do they they ever think of

Do they even know

Of those

Footprints in the snow

Those crimson

Footprints in the snow

Was so called freedom worth those bloody footprints in the snow?

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energy

Sway
From side to side
Hold
Your head up high
You notice I'm energized
And you don't know why
Cuz I
Bounce
Way, way, too high
Sing
And it will reach the sky
You notice I'm energized
And I don't know why
Ever want to
Jump
From side to side
Sing
And touch the sky
It's cuz you feel energized
I hope you know why
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calm

sunny out
i'm calm
for once
in my life
i'm not
pissed
i'm not
angry
i'm not
sad
i'm just
calm and almost
happy
to be
alive
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Fightsong

All you male supremacists
Had better watch out for me
All of you racists
Will never see it coming
I'm coming down hard
I'm coming down fast
And I'm going to leave
A STING THAT'S SURE TO LAST!
All you sellouts
Tryin' to conform me
You better know
Not to mess with me
I will come down hard
With a lightningbolt fast
And I might leave
A STING THAT'S BOUND TO LAST!
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YAAAH!

I had
The worst day
Possible
In terms of my life
I think I'll
Go crawl
In a hole now.
Or better yet
Get off the couch
Take action
And do something about it
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